Whenever I eat late and sleep, I get nightmares, and that was what happened yesterday…
I ate, took my sleeping pills, when I fell into the dream world… I was in a dark place where I could see nothing, yet I could feel some border in the dark distance and a gut feeling that something bad was coming my way, but I couldn’t find out from which direction.
As I mentioned many times, I always have a song running in my mind; this part was playing in the dark place I was in
My mind, confused by my dark surroundings and trying to figure out which direction the bad thing was coming from, started playing the same song with a twist. A certain section of the song below [8:00], I play in my head an octave lower.
My mind started thinking about why I was playing it an octave lower rather than keeping alert for any bad thing that I felt coming my way… a raging war in my head started with the aim to win my focus; one part wanted me to focus on the bad coming my way, the other wants me to focus why I play it an octave lower.
The raging war was stressful, I was stressed in my dream that I woke up panting.
I turned on my laptop around 6 a.m., plugged in my guitar, and played along with the song. At one point, I played it an octave lower, like in the dream. I tried a few times, but I couldn’t play it normally.
Almost 24 hours after the dream, I play many times during the day, and I played along with it the only time I played it right like the song; the rest was an octave lower, with the feeling that playing it an octave lower is right, and the song is wrong.
Crazy mind and crazy subconscious.
The full song below is not for the weak at heart; it is best with a headset.
Doomish:
Brave, Courageous and bold.
Long live his fame,
and long live his glory.
Long may his worthless posts be told.
